Natash wants to start a new life and leave the Red Room in her past. She wishes to meet the love of her life and maybe start a family of her own even if she can't give birth to a child. Yelena on the other hand only wants to live life and explore with no children or long term relationships. She decided that she did not want kids after the fact that her womb was cut out of her into nothing, she only wants pets to love and be the closest thing she'll ever have to children. #trymesyd