#SirLOL after a failed marrage (loss of 2 beautiful boys) and a sociopathic abusive ex (And onother loss of a boy and a girl that wasnt even his, he loved the same) He... has nothing to live for except deluded nobleistic notions. He doesnt want another relationship, and he doesnt mind being alone if he has nature. He wants GODLY friends or none at all, because all the rest break his heart more than the 'godly' ones. Soft hearted empath needs help in real life.