Alex blames himself as one reasonen, why Hannah killed herself. This is why he tries to make his life end, but he survives. Since than he has a really bad opinion of himself. This might be as well the fault of Jessica, that is involuntary playing with his feelings. This is the point when he starts to take prohibited substances to look fitter and more attractive to her, and, makes his second biggest mistake... #13reasonswhy #totemädchenlügennicht #alexstandall #milesheizer