<#myfirstlovechallenge hosted by #shannon22398 entry by #freeplayflorida> Lewis was my first love. Turns out he never loved me. He would never hug me in public, hes never kissed me. He would call me fat, ugly and controlled who i talked to. Yet claimed it was love and i believed him. I got back with him twice after breaking up multiple times. I just recently got out of being with him. He's my only love. And it was abusive + toxic I have trust issues and i still have never been kissed. True story